Random Thoughts of Anne

Starts With Goodbye
by Carrie Underwood

I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn’t understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you’re standing at a crossroad,
There’s a choice you gotta make.

[Chorus:]
I guess it’s gonna have to hurt,
I guess I’m gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I’ve loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it’s gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It’s sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.

I know there’s a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life’s so bitter sweet.

[Chorus:]
I guess it’s gonna have to hurt,
I guess I’m gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I’ve loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it’s gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It’s sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.

Time, time heals,
The wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now.

[Chorus:]
I guess it’s gonna have to hurt,
I guess I’m gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I’ve loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it’s gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It’s sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye,
I guess I’m gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I’ve loved,
To get to the other side,
Starts with goodbye,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye,
Na na na na na na na.

to a missed chance…

i think a lot of people deemed me stupid because of what i had done
with regards to you. once in a while it crosses my mind how i did not
give myself the chance to know you better before i decided with
finality that you will not be special to me. when you had given up
on me and i had known you well that was when i realized that maybe you could
have had a chance after all.

i did not expect that you will
throw that special attention to me when there were a lot of other girls
around you who craves for it. i got scared and i did not want more
complications because i was already entangled in many. but looking
back, if i actually gave you the chance and if i am with you,
everything will be a lot less complicated.

but sometimes you
can’t tell your heart who to choose. even if the world actually
thought that i would have been better off with you i
still chose something that i cannot fully have.

you were the
first person who told me, straight to my face, that i was in love with
him. you had told me to let go because i had just placed myself in a hopeless
situation. i’m sorry that i was simply a stubborn girl who refused to
listen.

the world knows that you are the better man of the two,
even he recognizes that. but as i’ve said, you can’t tell your heart who to love.

i
just wish that you had already forgotten that time that you threw your
attention to me. i
do not want to know that it actually pains you every time you see me cry
because of him. i know it’s stupid that it always has to be you who
sees the tears. i try so much to hide them from you, but of all the
people you are the one who makes me realize how difficult the situation
i am in is.

the last thing i need right now is to know that i hurt you and i’m hurting you still…

Four Seasons Of Loneliness

by Boys II Men

I long for the warmth of days gone by
When you were mine
But now those days are memories in time
Life’s empty, without you
By my side
My heart belongs to you
No matter what I try
When I get the courage up to love somebody new
It always falls apart ‘cos they just can’t compare to
you
Your love won’t release me
I’m bound under ball and chain
Reminscing our love
As I watch 4 seasons change

Here comes the winter breeze
That chills the air and drifts the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe
When springtime makes it’s way here, lilac blooms reminds
me of
The scent of your perfume
When summer burns with heat
I always get the hots for you (ooh)
Go skinny dipping in the ocean where we used to do
When autumn sheds the leaves
the trees are bare, when you’re not here
It doesn’t feel the same

Oooh
Remember
The nights when (remember the night)
When we closed our eyes (when we closed our eyes)
And vowed that you and I would be in love for all time
Everytime I think about these things I shared with you
I break down and cry ‘cos I get so emotional (I feel
soemotional)
Until you release me i’m bound under ball and chain
Reminscing our love
As I watch 4 seasons change

Here comes the winter breeze
That chills the air and drifts the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe
When springtime makes it’s way here, lilac blooms reminds
me of
The scent of your perfume
When summer burns with heat
I always get the hots for you (ooh)
Go skinny dipping in the ocean where we used to do
When autumn sheds the leaves
the trees are bare, when you’re not here
It doesn’t feel the same

Mmmm
This loneliness has crushed my heart (it’s killing me
baby)
Please let me love again
‘Cause I need your love to comfort me and ease my pain
Or 4 seasons will bring
The loneliness again

Here comes the winter breeze
That chills the air and drifts the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe
When springtime makes it’s way here, lilac blooms reminds
me of
The scent of your perfume
When summer burns with heat
I always get the hots for you (ooh)
Go skinny dipping in the ocean where we used to do
When autumn sheds the leaves
the trees are bare, when you’re not here
It doesn’t feel the same

Remember,
The warmth of,
Days gone by.

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Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You’re probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry

The path that I’m walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps ’til I’m full grown, full grown
Fairytales don’t always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We’ll play jacks and uno cards
I’ll be your best friend and you’ll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
‘Cause I want to hold yours too
We’ll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it’s time for me to go home
It’s getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]

La Da Da Da Da Da

 "I Will Love Again"
by Lara Fabian

Did I ever tell you how you live in me
Every waking moment, even in my dreams
And if all this talk is crazy
And you don’t know what I mean
Does it really matter
Just as long as I believe
[Chorus:]
I will love again
Though my heart is breaking, I will
love again
Stronger than before
I will love again
Even if it takes a lifetime to get over you
Heaven only knows, I will love again
People never tell you
The way they truly feel
I would die for you gladly
If I knew it was for real
So if all this talk sounds crazy
And the words don’t come out right
Does it really matter
If it gets me through this night
[Chorus]
If I’m true to myself, nobody else can take the place of you
But I’ve got to move on, tell me what else can I do
[Chorus]
I will love again
One day I know, I will love again
You can’t stop me from loving again, breathing again
Feeling again
I know, one day, I’ll love again

"I Will Learn To Love Again"
by Kaci

(To love again…)

Drowning in tears that wont be me
I will soon be free from the chains of all this pain inside
And though I cry it wont be long till I regain the strength to know
I can go on
I will find my way through the heart break I will not give up on love
I believe

I will learn to love again I will learn to trust
Once this heart can start to mend
I will learn to
Learn to love again

All of these tears time will dry them I will survive them
And make it through into another day all of this pain
Time will heal it there’ll be a time sometime I know
I won’t feel it
I will live through life without you after the hurting is done
I believe

[Chorus]

I will find someone who deserves my touch after all the hurt is through
I will be so over you I will not give up on love
I believe yeah

[Chorus]

Oh yeah yeah oh oh love again

(To love again…)

The Art Of Letting Go
by Mikaila

Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I’ve held them till I’m blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I’d keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that’s holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I’m just learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

Try to say it’s over
Say the word goodbye.
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can’t set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we’ll be friend’s forever more
Wish I could open up that door

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that’s holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I’m just learning,
Learning the art of letting go

Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through
the pain of one more day
Without you

Where do I start, to live my life alone?
I guess I’m learning, only learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

"My Immortal"

I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along

[Chorus]

i know i have posted this song before but it really keeps on playing inside my head. it’s my ringtone. it’s on top of playlist in deezer.com. it’s chorus is my friendster shout out. it’s a song i sing absent-mindedly while setting up my tools in my station at work. it’s the song i hear in my head while walking to the jeepney stop to go home.

as gem said in our EOP (English Only Po)/Shaila Tagacay manner of speaking:
"the first line is bagay for you, and so is the second line, and the next line and the rest of the lines of the song…"

Torn
By LeToya Luckett

[Verse 1:]
A part of me wants to leave you alone.
A part of me wants for you to come home.
A part of me says I’m living a lie.
(And I’m better off without you.)
A part of me says to think it through.
A part of me says I’m over you.
A part of me wants to say goodbye.
A part of me is asking why…

[Pre-Chorus:]
A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be here with you.
And everytime I think we’re over and done you do something to get me back loving you.
And you got me just torn.

[Chorus:]
Torn in between the two. (Oh yeah)
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something’s telling me I should leave you alone. (I really want to be with you)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
And you got me just torn in between the two. (In between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (Be with you)
But something’s telling me I should leave you alone. (You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone. 

[Verse 2:]
There were no issues when we started out.
It was cool.
It was everything that love’s about.
But something happened.
Plus I feel it’s over now.
(Cuz I can’t understand you now.) Now oh
(I just can’t understand you now.)
A part of me says it’s all my fault.
A part of me says "he ain’t what you want."
A part of me says to get my bags.
A part of me says I can’t do that.

[Pre-Chorus:]
A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be here with you.
And everytime I think that it’s over and done you make me fall back in love.
You got me just torn.

[Chorus:]
Torn in between the two. (Between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (Be with you)
But something’s telling me I should leave you alone.(You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
And you got me just torn in between the two. (Torn in between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (Really wanna be with you)
But something’s telling me I should leave you alone. (Telling me I should leave)
Leave you alone. (Alone)
Leave you alone. (Alone)

[Bridge:]
So many times I… (I was ready to go)
So many times I… (Had my foot out the door)
So many times I… (I thought to give him a chance, thought he’d be a better man)
Now I’m sitting here and I’m so confused.
Cuz I keep fighting myself for you. (I don’t know how much more I can take but I can’t feel this way)
(You got me so torn)

[Chorus:]
Torn in between the two. (Oh yeah)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (I really wanna be with you)
But something’s telling me I should leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone. (But I don’t know)
And you got me just torn in between the two. (Should I stay or should I go)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (I don’t know)
But something’s telling me I should leave you alone. (You alone)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone. (You alone)

And you got me just torn in between the two. (I’m torn in between the two)
Cuz I really wanna be with you. (I really wanna be with you)
But something’s telling me I should leave you alone. (But I don’t know)
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

[Repeat 3X]
And you got me just torn in between the two.
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something’s telling me I should leave you alone.
Leave you alone.
Leave you alone.

i wish someone would ask me some day, "would you be my cinderella?"

Umbrella (Cinderella)
by Rihanna feat. Chris Brown

[jay-z]
REMIX
uhuh uhuh (Rihanna)
(chris brown)
uhuh uhuh (Good girl gone bad)
uhuh uhuh (Take three Action)
uhuh uhuh
No clouds in my storms
Let it rain, I hydroplane into fame (Eh eh)
Come’n down with the Dow Jones
When the clouds come we gone
We Rokafella (Eh eh)
We fly high to weather
And she rocks it better
You know me
An anticipation for precipitation, stack chips for the rainy day(Eh eh)
Jay, rain man is back with lil Ms. Sunshine
Rihanna where you at?

[VERSE 1]
You have my heart, and we’ll never be a world apart
Maybe in magazines, but you’ll still be my star
Baby cause in the Dark, You can`t see a shiny Car
And that’s when you need me there
With you I’ll always share
Because

[CHORUS]
When the sun shines
We’ll shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
said I’ll always be your friend
Took an oath Imma stick it out ’till the end
Now that it’s raining more than ever
Know that we`ll still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella
Ella ella eh eh eh
Under my umbrella
Ella ella eh eh eh
Under my umbrella
Ella ella eh eh eh
Under my umbrella
Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh

[chris]
you become another dream to me
a fairytale fantasy
nothing can ever compare
an image to my memory
and girl im asking could you be my queen?
a vision on a magazine
thats when i’ll be there
its something we both share
because
when the sun shine well shine together
you know ill be here forever
although its a not a rain outside
girl its gettin late and you can stay the night
but you can dip out anytime whenever
i can call a car i aint tryna stress ya
im looking for the one with the glass slippa’
[Cinderella (Umbrella Remix) lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

baby girl you can be my cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh)
you can be my cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh)
you can be my cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh)
you can be my cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

you can run into my arms

[rihanna]
its okay dont be alarmed

[both]
come in to me

[rihanna]
there no distance in between (our love)

[chris]
so go on and say my name some more

[rihanna]
ill be all you need and more

[chris in a whisper]
(breaths deeply) you ready?

[both]
because

[rihanna]
When the sun shines
We’ll shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
said I’ll always be your friend
took an oath imma stick it out til the end

[chris]
but you can dip out anytime whenever
i can call a cab i aint tryna stress ya
im lookin for the one with glass slippa’
baby girl you can be my cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh)
[rhianna]
under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
[chris]
you can be my cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh)
[rhianna]
under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

[rhianna]
it’s rainin’
[chris]
rainin’
[rhianna]
ooh baby its rainin’
[chris]
rainin’
[rhianna]
baby come in to me
[chris]
Oh!
[rhianna]
come in to me…..
[chris untill fade]
rhianna, rhianna, rhianna……