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My Sister’s Keeper (Jodi Picoult)

Filed under: Books — lilacnpink at 12:20 am on Wednesday, April 9, 2008

"Anna is not sick,
but she might as well be. By age 13, she has undergone countless
surgeries, transfusions and shots so that her older sister, Kate, can
fight the leukemia that has plagued her since childhood. The product of
preimplementation genetic diagnosis, Anna was conceived as a bone
marrow match for Kate–a life and a role she has never
challenged…until now. Like most teenagers, Anna is beginning to
question who she truely is. But unlike most teenagers, she has always
been defined in terms of her sister. So, Anna makes a decision that for
most would be unthinkable–a decision that will tear her family apart
and possibly have fatal consequences for the sister she loves."

Jodi
Picoult’s novels are more than interesting. They do not draw you into
other worlds, but makes you take a look into things that are either
taken for granted or people don’t dare to look at.

In this part
romance, part courtroom thriller and part social commentary, Picoult
drives her readers through a family’s tale of dysfunction, betrayal and
redemption.

What enticed me in picking up the book "My Sister’s
Keeper" was it reminded me of a CSI episode that I watched where the
"victim" was a girl, conceived the way Anna was, and whose seeming sole
purpose was to give body parts to his brother with cancer. But "My
Sister’s Keeper" is far more complicated than the kidnap-murder case of
CSI that I watched.

Here is a story of a family who battles with
death every single day for 14 years and is in the midst of moral and
ethical dilemma with regards to their two daughters. The story is not
just told through the eyes of Anna, the "giving" daughter who seemed to
only exist in relation to her sister Kate, but as well as through the
eyes of Brian, the father, a firefighter who can save everyone else’s
life but his daughters’; Sara, the mother, a former lawyer that opted
to just represent her children everywhere, every time, even in the court
of death; Jesse, the brother, frustrated for not being worthy to save
his sister and thus became obsessed with controlling something as
uncontrollable as fire; and Campbell and Julia, Anna’s lawyer and
guardian ad litem, once lovers and now are caught in the Fitzgerald’s
war with Kate’s leukemia and Anna’s struggle to still be part of that
war without being the only weapon.

Once I started reading the
book, I wasn’t able to put it down. I couldn’t wait to know what
happened to the characters. Picoult has written these characters in a
way that there was no room for me to be judgmental of them, but a lot
of space for hopes for them to grow.

I hoped for Kate to get the
organ she needed to live, yet I also hoped for Anna to gain control of
her body. I hoped for Jesse to feel he’s worth something even if it
didn’t mean being a donor to his sister. I hoped for Brian and Sara to
keep their family intact and not lose any of their daughters. And I
hoped for Campbell and Julia to workout their issues from the past, not
just for themselves but for Anna.

I had all these hopes for the
characters, but the ending of the book was something far different from
what I hoped for and nothing that I expected.

Love Story

Filed under: Music — lilacnpink at 1:03 am on Monday, April 7, 2008

Love Story
by Katherine McPhee

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh oh ah
oh oh oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh oh ah

I think it was the summer time
When I laid eye’s on you
I didn’t even know you’re name
Some how we’d end up in the same room
Never crossed my mind
I never saw you like that
I should’ve listened to my best friend
She knew we’d be a perfect match

It’s a typical love story
We started out as friends
We met way back when
This is just a
Typical love story
The boy you never wanted
Just steals your heart
I never saw it comin’
Till I fell so hard

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh ah

I always made up some excuse
Sayin’ that you weren’t my type
Didn’t wanna face the truth
Didn’t wanna cross that line
Till one day I saw you
Out of the corner of my eye
You were flirting with some girl
And I said I thought I would die

It’s a typical love story
We started out as friends
(friends)
We met way back when
(when)
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted
Just steals your heart
I never saw it comin’
Till I fell so hard

Can’t believe it’s happening
When I least expect it
My prince under disguise
How you fooled me with those eyes
When I feel like letting go
In your arms is where I know
I am (don’t know what she says there)
From the beginning
We always belong

Love Love Story Love
Love Story Love
Love Story Love
Love Story Love
Love Story Love
(This is my)
Love Story Love
(This is my Love Story)
Love Story love
Love Story Love
This is my Love Story

It’s a typical love story
We started out as friends
This is how it ends
This is just a
Typical love story
The boy you never wanted
Just steals your heart
I never saw it comin’
Till I fell so hard

It’s a typical love story
We started out as friends
This is how it ends
This is just a
Typical love story
The boy you never wanted
Just steals your heart
I never saw it comin’
Till I fell so hard

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh ah
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh ah

Tattoo

Filed under: Music — lilacnpink at 12:50 am on Monday, April 7, 2008

Tattoo

by Jordin Sparks

Oh, oh, oh

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I’ll get what I’m asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I’m wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

[Chorus]
I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing’s broken
No need to worry ’bout everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I’ll always have you
I’ll always have you, I’ll always have you)

I’m sick of playing all of these games
It’s not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn’t deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I’m wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

[Chorus]

(Just like a tattoo, I’ll always have you
I’ll always have you)

[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won’t change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

[Chorus x2]

Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you

Here You Come Again

Filed under: Music — lilacnpink at 12:20 am on Sunday, April 6, 2008

Here You Come Again
by Dolly Parton

Here you come again
Just when I’m about to make it work without you
You waltz right in the door
Just like you done before
And wrap my heart round your little finger
Here you come again
Just when I’m about to make it work without you
You look into my eyes
And light those dreamy eyes
And pretty soon I’m wondering
How I came to doubt you
All you gotta do
Is smile that smile
And there go all my defenses
Just leave it up to you
And in a little while
You’re messing up my mind
An filling up my senses

Here you come again
Looking better than a body
Has a right to
And shaking me up so
That all I really know
Is here you come again
An here I go

All you gotta do
Is smile that smile
And there go all my defenses
Just leave it up to you
And in a little while
You’re messing up my mind
And filling up my senses

Here you come again
Looking better than a body
Has a right to
And shaking me up so
That all I really know
Is here you come again
An here I go

Fade:
Here I go
And here I go
And here I go
Here you come again
And here I go
Here I go
And here I go

To My PS Friends

Filed under: Friends — lilacnpink at 12:09 am on Tuesday, April 1, 2008
***For the benefit of those whose inboxes are full and for those already out of PS***

This is it, I’m leaving.

This may seem immediate and all of a sudden,
but the thought of leaving has been with me for quite some time now. I just
always had a reason to stay, something/s hold me back. But now, I had finally
ran out of reasons to stay.

I’d like to thank you all for all the
memories and experiences you shared with me during my stay in PS. Nothing will
compare to that.

To my supervisors, thank you so much for all the
guidance and support that you had given me. To Mommy Chris and Bossing Raymond,
thank you for believing in me. To Boss Liz, thank you for all the guidance,
support, patience and understanding. To Inay Fristine and Inay Ces, thank you
for being ET’s mother and for always being there for us through hell and back.
Inay Fristine, thank you for your support during my "darkest days" in TNC. I
would have been long gone from PS if not for you. Inay Ces, thank you for being
with us ET peeps since day one and thank you for continually being our "Inay"
even if us, your kids, had been dispersed not just into different accounts but
in different companies.

To my NHO batchmates, Lanz, Tethel, Nimfz and
Coco, best wishes to all of you who are left.

To my WSA friends , thank you for all the fun times. I haven’t been
down there for a long time but I hope you’re all doing well and will be doing
well.

To ETM 19, batchmates, trainers, mentors, the classroom training
and nesting was so fun. I enjoyed being with you guys, thank you for that. Good
luck on your sales.

To my ET Family and other TNC friends, thank you for
the wonderful memories. I spent most of my PS life in TNC and I learned a lot
there. To my family outside my home–ET peeps–we’ve been through a lot and I’m
so thankful for the bond that we had formed. Please do invite me if there will
be a TNC or ET outing that I’m not the organizer.

To my OT Addicts (aka
Spammers) friends, I don’t know if you have any idea how much I love you guys.
I’m very, very grateful that I have known you. Thank you for the themed Spark
conferences that produced the Smationary and our code names and pet names. Thank
you for our lunches together that made people in the pantry leave because we’re
too noisy. Thank you for the Zambalea moments and the Laguna escapade. Thanks
for our stints in Starbucks, Yellow Cab and Max’s. Thank you for the tons of
pictures that fill my Friendster profile and Multiply albums. Thank you for the
fact that we’re always there for each other despite the odds. Thank you so much
for the friendship. To the ones who left before me: Ly, Kaka, Iris, Sam, Kim and
Enzo - I’m joining the club. Thanks for reminding me that everything will be
fine. To those who are left: Ivan, Gem, Shai and Carla - good luck in whatever
your next moves will be.

I don’t want to say goodbye because I don’t want
it to be goodbye. I hope to see you guys around. I’ll just be in the south until
I finally decide where on earth other than the Philippines do I want to be.

Good luck to each one of you. God
bless!